Introspect

by Sean Camargo

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During my time abroad I needed to get a lot of emotions off my chest and through a musical outlet I was able to create this work. This EP took off after just a few ideas. The clips you hear are all actual clips from the plane ride over until the last time I was able to record a voice memo. The story is drawn out for interpretation and told though creativity in writing, and mixing this EP. Please Enjoy and feel free to download the tracks at no set price.

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released May 12, 2013

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Track Name: Intro(spect)
Stay calm
You’re tuning in
To my heart's beating
Is anyone going to listen to my story?
Better yet
Will anyone even care?
Will she even care?
Track Name: Indecisive
Now I lay awake thinking if I was worth it
Organizing scattered thoughts about myself on tiny screens
All my doubts and inhibitions paused before a single flashing line
And now my hands shake

I’m anxious, I don’t know what I want
and I’ll never know
and I can’t find the words I’m not ready to accept
Indecisive as always
When will I learn

Now I treasure the bittersweet hours before the sun goes down
Watching the empty fields pass by shadows on ground
But I know how beautiful tomorrow could be
Thank you for opening gloomy eyes, somber light, on the quiet night
It’s fine if it rains, at least its real tonight

I’m Anxious, I don’t know what I want, and I’ll never know
and I can’t find the words I’m not ready to accept
Indecisive as always
When will I learn
Not any time soon
Track Name: If I Can Pull These Covers Off
Take me back to where I was
Take me where the breeze just flows
Take me away from here

It rains just like it does back home
Its gray outside and I feel alone
It’s cold and I’m soaked
and I’m sick yes I’m sick of this city

Now the sun is out but I'm empty of warmth
We were bright you were warm
But I seem to shiver now
The farther I am the harder it is to deal
With heavy feet I drag myself across these empty city streets

If I can pull these covers off, get up

Its been a while I want to say
I miss you so but I’m Afraid
of what you’ll say
Worse if nothings said
It’s worse
Track Name: 3 Years
You’re acting just like
I thought you wouldn’t
Get yourself together
You always said change is constant
I know you’re in this hole
But look around
Everyones in a struggle
Cant you see

3 years
I never felt so comfortable ending it yeah
Not even thinking about how much that I had to loose darling
The only good piece of advice that my father gave me
And I fucked it up,
yeah I fucked it up.

I remember that day on corner of Forsyth and Hemmingway
Where we agreed I cried, you cried, we tried girl.
Now I just wish I would have thought it through
Instead I’m helpless here
Maybe I needed this
I want to be a good husband, a good father, a good boyfriend

3 years
I never felt so comfortable ending it yeah
Not even thinking about how much that I had to loose darling
The only good piece of advice that my father gave me
And I fucked it up,
yeah I fucked it up.

Take these broken bones
Repair just like you shook me down
Just like I took you down
Disregarding your porcelain body I’m sorry dear

Hopefully then you can see
If you haven’t already made your mind up about me
After three years
What a pity dear
Track Name: Monster
I should have looked a bit closer
You were broken and hurt
Every time I needed to repair you I turned and walked away
Oh so selfish

Why can’t I second-guess my actions?
And where is my conscience?

My bloody teeth dug into in your spine
You endured it, loved me still
I feel so god damn filthy
I need cleansing
Can I show you

Why can’t I second-guess my actions?
And where is my conscience?

If you were
Meant to save me
Then I didn’t realize till now
No I didn’t realize till now

If I am changing
For all the wrong reasons
Then at least its for the right person
at least its for the right person

It’s hard to be honest with myself
They the truth will set you free
It will set me free

I can’t make you
Love me if you don’t
But I can try
At least then I’ll be honest with myself
Again